That is what I tell them, when I hug them at the same time. She's going to kindergarten soon, and he is just reaching each milestone at a superhuman speed. I love the chaos. The mornings. She's been at my side, home, home with me, always a few steps away if not climbing on me for what seems like all my life. I feel like my life started when I met my hubby, and life made sense when she came to join us. She's changed so much, she is a little girl now. And she loves to learn, and dance, she's not shy at all. And is eager to be on her way to all-day school. It's me that has the problem with that. I heard the only thing sadder than watching them grow up is not. And that is 100% true, but there's this ache it causes to clingy mommies still. At least I've got the rest of this school year to enjoy the way things have always been, and prepare myself for the new status quo. And this is me on the verge of kindergarten, imagine when she's off to college. I know how it feels for her to move inside my stomach, and her chubby cheeks and pigtails, my first look at that exquisite little face when she entered this world. I think that's what I'll always see when I look at her.
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